distance won't make this any easier

I loop in my head what you said to me and find nothing sincere. you leave me facing the only wall in my world. your wall. Maybe I’ll tear it down, brick by brick...maybe I will coninue on. I know I can. I see you in the window. drinking coffee. pretending to read a language you know nothing of. a culture you have not embraced. why fight it? why fake it? your reflection in the window is gaunt and receding. Your smile gives a hint of your innocent past, but your eyes give way to your destructive present. Your future is no where in the glass for your walls are too high.